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[13 Nov 2009|10:29am] other than looking for a job my new short term goal is to become a dci certified rules advisor and then atempt to move through the dci judge ranks post comment

[02 Nov 2009|07:43pm] and another winter is about to begin, another year older with no direction in life and trying to figure out how to struggle through the winter, i need to figure out how to change this. post comment

[04 Oct 2009|07:30pm] i lose my job in a month and dave is bailing on me, i have less than a month to figure out a solution to both of these problems else ill be homeless and have to figure out where my shit will go. im sick of not being able to catch a break. 13 comments|post comment

[16 Sep 2009|04:40pm] and a sigh of relief, 76 bucks to register and a 10 dollar increase in my insurance w/e not as bad as it could have been. i feel much safer and happier driving the newer car, thanks again adam : D birthday is quickly approaching, this year i actually have a car im comfortable driving distances so maybe ill try and take a 3 day weekend and go visit people or person whichever seems more convenient : P boo at being 24 soon and not really having a direction in life, yay at somehow being content with that though : P 5 comments|post comment

[08 Sep 2009|08:08pm] SINGING EVERYBODY WAKE UP, WAKE UP IT'S TIME TO GET DOWN. i need to figure out some direction in my life, whether its going back to school in some capacity, or getting some certifications so i can step up in the world a little. scraping by is getting old. campground work will start wrapping up in a couple short months and im not entirely sure what i want to do about that, my parents want me to keep working there seasonally, but not getting full time hours and the prospect of having to essentially be a secretary is not very interesting. summer is basically over, i did nothing that could be called eventful. dont really know if thats good or bad yet, just know that i feel like i missed out on what could have been. time to start getting ready for winter again hoping that i dont go broke just trying to live. post comment

[23 Aug 2009|04:02pm] going back to play wow, champions online is cool but no one else really intends on playing it.... sooo yeah. 7 comments|post comment

district 9 tonight [14 Aug 2009|08:49am] 7:40 pm     |  10:05 pm probably hitting the 10pm showing unless enough people can make the 740 showing post comment

[03 Aug 2009|09:41am] So at this point I'm nearly positive I'll be quitting WoW after my nearly 5 and a half year love hate relationship with that game. Obviously I won't quit gaming : P but I'll be picking up the new game Champions Online which should give me a more relaxed and different experience allowing me to play more casually, and perhaps even start on an even keel with some friends? Be sure to check out the game, especially if you are into comic type heroes and such. Hopefully the next few months go smoothly, I need to start looking for a job so if ANYONE knows ANYWHERE that is hiring please let me know.  I've long since accepted the fact that I will have to commute from Oswego to somewhere for any sort of actual work, at least soon I'll have Adam's old car on the road so I won't be so worried about traveling in general anymore. For all you magic lovers out there my soldiers deck is coming along nicely and will be better come october when the lorewyn block gets shoved off the legal play list : P Hopefully I can set aside some money for some kind of simple vacation soon, even if it's only a trip to visit people who don't live in the area these days. 3 comments|post comment

[02 Aug 2009|03:11pm] im stuck in a rut. not entirely sure which direction to go to get out either. post comment

i can haz cheezbrgr? [21 Jul 2009|11:50pm] nom nom nom. that is all also PAH!!! PAH!!!! are you saying pow? post comment

[23 Jun 2009|12:15am] jim sent me a letter, it really reminded me of how much i miss him : / he asked me to share his mailing address and instructed me that we should send as much ridiculous mail as possible so long as its in a normal envelope SR CALVERASE , JAMES D. DIVISION NUMBER 256: SHIP BERTH : 03 RECRUIT TRAINING COMMAND 3600 OHIO STREET GREAT LAKES, ILLINOIS 60088-3156 he says hi to everyone and that he is well. post comment

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[10 Jun 2009|12:34am] my leg is bleeding and it hurts 2 comments|post comment

[23 May 2009|10:24pm] sometimes i just want to disappear without a trace... 2 comments|post comment

[06 May 2009|06:42pm] list of next tattoos in no particular order teenage mutant ninja turtles leg sleeve/coverup on left leg right wrist "to my friends i'll be there for you" left wrist "be there for me" GI JOE leg sleeve right leg autobot logo left foot decpticon logo right foot Dexter's Lab in an arc on my stomach same color and font as the show with DeeDee and Dexter under it where the wild things are lower arm/sleeve finish up(probably last as it takes the most time and planning) 8 comments|post comment

[29 Apr 2009|05:00pm] [ mood | somber ] i got sucked back into wow i leveled my rogue from 58-80 in 8 days and got it fairly well geared in the following 3 days. as much as i enjoy doing things with people irl raiding is an all to enjoyable hobby ive maintained for so many years, this time around im not an officer and dont plan on ever assuming said role, im playing with people i like for once since they are many of  the best people from several of my previous guilds, and we only raid 3 hours a night 5 days a week. working with my parents is going ok, im not really back into the swing of things i take lunch breaks that are to long and often get to work late, i need to find that feeling of urgency to get to work on time and only take a normal lunch break. money is slowly becoming stable again once daves mom settles with me from the bounced check and after i go to the eye doctor again in a few days things will become much clearer as to what money can actually be spent and saved which will be nice. i am really hoping that this will be an enjoyable summer, even though it will start with saying goodbye to some friends that i will hardly see over the next few years. all in all im confused about what i want out of life right now, as much as i love having my friends around and just hanging out or doing whatever there was an odd comfort in the last week just being home by myself knowing no one would be around at all but me and i was fine with it for once. not restless not worrying about what lies beyond the doors just content with being alone not caring about anything, but sometimes the silence is deafening. 4 comments|post comment

[11 Apr 2009|02:42pm] in debt and unhappy with more debt coming, what an exciting prospect. maybe next month will be better, im not going to hold my breath. cleaning and reorganizing things at the house today since i have no money, and apparently the usual crowd is off doing something. to bad i dont have money for some tattoos cause id just go do that when i got bored. 8 comments|post comment

[10 Apr 2009|06:31pm] considering scrapping the nightmare before christmas legsleeve idea since it technically wasnt really "planned" and the more i look at the jack the more imperfections i find in it, that sure was a mistake tattoo, live and learn. so now im starting to think of something that would be a full coverup negative space design with EDGE on the front and LIFE on the back of my leg(in the end it would be a full leg wrap with a negative space design plus said words) so if anyone feels like drawing up some kind of negative space designs that would be cool : ) 5 comments|post comment

[30 Mar 2009|11:13pm] ticketed for my headlight that was out, fun. if i had a wound, it would be packed mighty full of salt at this point. 8 comments|post comment

maybe ill catch a break after i die. [26 Mar 2009|12:17pm] [ mood | distressed ] no job, my last paycheck bounced, crossing my fingers that my car insurance payment went through before said check bounced, no groceries, not much gas in the car, probably owe the bank over 200 dollars now after said check bounced due to having insufficient funds in my checking where the money resided, more bills coming up followed by more eye doctor visits which im supposed to pay for. this is how my week is ending maybe things can get worse. all i can do is do my best to better my situation, and hope things get better... but hope fades. 3 comments|post comment

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